these are the birthday pics(:
ohh. yesterday morning, e day of nantha's bday, mommy woke me up early in e morning and told me a tragic news. that lakshmi atheh passed away. so fucking shocking, i swear. she was all fine wat! why suddenly???
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she was e oni singaporean relative who was nice to mommy. she never saw her as a diff person just cos she's from india like how e others did. she always pinched her cheeks e first thing when she sees her. being close to her grandkids, she treated me like one too. for a fact dat ive oni one grandma and she lives in India. favourite grand daddy left me when i was just 8. Lakshmi atheh always used to kiss me good bye. she's e cutest grandma anyone could have. sighh. i miss herr. my heart broke when i went for e funeral. i couldn see her lying just like dat on e floor with ppl weeping around her. the atmosphere wasn helping e immediate family members to be consoled. it just added on. i couldn take it anymore so i left early. and i heard from mommy dat everyone went to mandai to see her get cremated and they were pretty normal. why must there be death in this GOD DAMN WORLD. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
& btw, happy 5months to me and baby((:
ohh. yesterday morning, e day of nantha's bday, mommy woke me up 
